My favorite song right now is The Reason by Hoobastank:
xxxi’m not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do
xxxbut i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you.
xxxand so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know
xxxi’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
xxxa reason to start over new, and the reason is you
I am on the verge of making an important decision and as all decisions go, I am torn between the Scylla and Charibdes.
It was simpler when we were young: this lollipop or that candy?
It got complicated when we got older: to join or not to join the sorority? to enrol or not to enrol in geography?
And now that I have my children, my decisions will always be tied to their own inasmuch as I have committed to them my life and my future…more so when they are this young and utterly dependent on me.
Life is a series of choices and my greatest sin has always been acting independently on my own. In the process, I jeopardize myself and miss God’s little signposts. I must act soon even though this pain of having to choose which road to take is wrenching me. In one of those rare times, this woman in control is afraid, terribly afraid….